I OFTEN CLOSE MY EYES
AND I CAN SEE YOUR SMILE,
YOU REACH OUT OF MY HAND
AND I WOKEN UP FROM MY DREAM,
ALTHOUGH YOU LOVE ME ALWAYS
IT'S HOLLOW INSIDE,
I NEVER HAD YOUR LOVE
I NEVER WILL.
AND EVERY NIGHT
I LIE AWAKE,
THINKING MAYBE YOU LOVED ME
LIKE I'VE ALWAYS LOVED YOU,
BUT, HOW CAN YOU LOVE ME
LIKE I LOVED YOU WHEN,
YOU CAN'T EVEN LOOK STRAIGHT IN MY EYES.
I NEVER FELT THIS WAY
TO BE SO IN LOVE,
TO HAVE SOMEONE THERE
YET STILL FEEL ALONE,
AREN'T YOU SUPPOSED TO BE
THE ONE TO WIPE MY TEARS,
THE ONE TO SAY THAT
YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE.
THE WATERS CALM AND STILL
MY REFLECTION IS THERE,
I SEE YOU HOLDING ME
BUT THEN YOU DISAPPEAR,
ALL THAT IS LEFT OF YOU
IS THE MEMORY THAT ONE
ONLY EXIST IN MY DREAM.
~
AND EVERY NIGHT
I LIE AWAKE,
THINKING MAYBE YOU LOVED ME
LIKE I'VE ALWAYS LOVED YOU,
BUT, HOW CAN YOU LOVE ME
LIKE I LOVED YOU WHEN,
YOU CAN'T EVEN LOOK STRAIGHT IN MY EYES.
~
I DON'T KNOW WHAT HURTS YOU
BUT I CAN FEEL IT TOO,
AND IT JUST HURTS SO MUCH
TO KNOW THAT I CAN'T DO A THING,
AND DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART
SOMEHOW I JUST KNOW
THAT NO MATTER WHAT
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
~
I OFTEN CLOSE MY EYES
AND I CAN SEE YOUR SMILE,
YOU REACH OUT OF MY HAND
AND I WOKEN UP FROM MY DREAM,
ALTHOUGH YOU LOVE ME ALWAYS
IT'S HOLLOW INSIDE,
I NEVER HAD YOUR LOVE
I NEVER WILL.
~
SO WHY I AM HERE STILL IN THE RAIN~
Friday, April 8, 2011
流浪的感情
冷冷的风
刺着阮心的一阵悲伤
冷冷的风
打醒我对你的所有寄望
往事如烟 往事如烟
恩爱的过去竟然是一场噩梦
所以我想来想去 想来想去
无了解你的心理
我怪来怪去 怪来怪去
只有怪自己
我等来等去 等来等去
等待你返来身边
我想你怪你 念你恨你
原来我是深深爱你
冷冷的风
刺着阮心的一阵悲伤
冷冷的风
打醒我对你的所有寄望
你害阮感情来流浪~
刺着阮心的一阵悲伤
冷冷的风
打醒我对你的所有寄望
往事如烟 往事如烟
恩爱的过去竟然是一场噩梦
所以我想来想去 想来想去
无了解你的心理
我怪来怪去 怪来怪去
只有怪自己
我等来等去 等来等去
等待你返来身边
我想你怪你 念你恨你
原来我是深深爱你
冷冷的风
刺着阮心的一阵悲伤
冷冷的风
打醒我对你的所有寄望
你害阮感情来流浪~
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
-23.03.2011-
AFTERNOON 1:35PM WEDNESDAY 23 OF TWENTY ELEVEN.
RAINING DAY.
23RD OF SEPTEMBER 2010
TODAY 23RD OF MARCH 2011 ANNIVERSARY OF MUSHY & TORTI.
WORKING NOW,
BUT QUITE FREE,
JUST WANT TO WRITE DOWN WHAT I WISH TO REMEMBER,
WRITE DOWN THE DAY OF ME.
HAPPY A YEAR OF SIX MONTHS ANNIVERSARY FOR US,
LOVE IS DEPENDS ON HOW WE TAKE CARE EACH OTHERS,
LOVE IS THE WAY TO KNOW EACH OTHERS,
LOVE IS ALWAYS WHAT I WANT TO TELL YOU,
I LOVE YOU IS THE REAL
FROM MY HEART.
I FEEL GOOD FOR THE DAYS I HAS BEEN STAYED,
FALL AND STAND,
THAT IS WHAT MY LIFE IS.
SOMETIME WILL BE SICK,
JANUARY 2011,
THE FIRST ILL COME TO ME,
FEBRUARY 2011,
THE SECOND ILL COME TO ME,
ON MARCH,
THE DAY ARE GOOD.
IT WOULD BE THE HEALTHY WEALTHY HAPPY DAY,
FOR THE REST OF THE DAY.
AGAIN, LOVE YOU MY DEAR,
WISH HAPPINESS AND BLISSFUL BE AROUND WITH US ALWAYS.
END.
RAINING DAY.
23RD OF SEPTEMBER 2010
TODAY 23RD OF MARCH 2011 ANNIVERSARY OF MUSHY & TORTI.
WORKING NOW,
BUT QUITE FREE,
JUST WANT TO WRITE DOWN WHAT I WISH TO REMEMBER,
WRITE DOWN THE DAY OF ME.
HAPPY A YEAR OF SIX MONTHS ANNIVERSARY FOR US,
LOVE IS DEPENDS ON HOW WE TAKE CARE EACH OTHERS,
LOVE IS THE WAY TO KNOW EACH OTHERS,
LOVE IS ALWAYS WHAT I WANT TO TELL YOU,
I LOVE YOU IS THE REAL
FROM MY HEART.
I FEEL GOOD FOR THE DAYS I HAS BEEN STAYED,
FALL AND STAND,
THAT IS WHAT MY LIFE IS.
SOMETIME WILL BE SICK,
JANUARY 2011,
THE FIRST ILL COME TO ME,
FEBRUARY 2011,
THE SECOND ILL COME TO ME,
ON MARCH,
THE DAY ARE GOOD.
IT WOULD BE THE HEALTHY WEALTHY HAPPY DAY,
FOR THE REST OF THE DAY.
AGAIN, LOVE YOU MY DEAR,
WISH HAPPINESS AND BLISSFUL BE AROUND WITH US ALWAYS.
END.
Friday, January 21, 2011
-握你的手-
山顶的风凉得像钻进我内心
沉默是我们最近唯一的话题
看曾经亲密的爱慢慢像友谊
爱是流星
一坠落就不停
我们尝试让彼此差异能隐形
遗憾的是回避不能解决问题
当我疲倦地凝望你憔悴表情
再不舍得
也该让你远离
握你的手
坚持到最后一秒钟
哪怕爱要冰凉了
至少让回忆是暖的
了解比爱难多了
我们都尽力了
也许温柔
是停止挽留
是停止再挽留
握你的手
像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了
不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手
都为了再握手
但这一次
是为了放手
沉默是我们最近唯一的话题
看曾经亲密的爱慢慢像友谊
爱是流星
一坠落就不停
我们尝试让彼此差异能隐形
遗憾的是回避不能解决问题
当我疲倦地凝望你憔悴表情
再不舍得
也该让你远离
握你的手
坚持到最后一秒钟
哪怕爱要冰凉了
至少让回忆是暖的
了解比爱难多了
我们都尽力了
也许温柔
是停止挽留
是停止再挽留
握你的手
像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了
不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手
都为了再握手
但这一次
是为了放手
Monday, January 10, 2011
-My.Bad-
Twenty Eleven, 9pm, 10-Jan
My 1st post in 2011.
Feel sad,
Don't know why.
Too tired with everything,
that's what I keep thought.
Why must today I get unwell with my feeling?
Everything sorry to you,
My bad to make you unhappy at all.
Too care of us,
will we end up by this kind of me?
What I want you to be,
is all the ways I want to take care everything of you.
Don't know why,
I can't even let you go alone with others,
feel ills with everything.
Why?
Don't care that's all.
I'm sorry.
My fault.
Feel down,
I'm nothing,
Everyone is perfect than what I am.
I'm loss,
I'm Scared,
will someone take care of me?
Why still I can't cope with my love?
Regretful represent me.
I'm sorry.
I'm nothing in the last.
What I left,
Regret.
My 1st post in 2011.
Feel sad,
Don't know why.
Too tired with everything,
that's what I keep thought.
Why must today I get unwell with my feeling?
Everything sorry to you,
My bad to make you unhappy at all.
Too care of us,
will we end up by this kind of me?
What I want you to be,
is all the ways I want to take care everything of you.
Don't know why,
I can't even let you go alone with others,
feel ills with everything.
Why?
Don't care that's all.
I'm sorry.
My fault.
Feel down,
I'm nothing,
Everyone is perfect than what I am.
I'm loss,
I'm Scared,
will someone take care of me?
Why still I can't cope with my love?
Regretful represent me.
I'm sorry.
I'm nothing in the last.
What I left,
Regret.
Friday, November 26, 2010
-Men can't be judged by their Looks-
Today 26 November Twenty Ten,
Once again, I'm coming.
Everything goes well recently,
friend from kuching came to Miri visit us,
Secondary classmate were married yesterday 25/11/2010,
Congratulate to you my best friend,
Have nice day forever with your partner,
and me has a Quite busy day out of this.
Sometime, I have my own thought,
I want to be a diversify, Learn what ever I can,
I want to be a specialist,
I want to be a multifuntional,
I want to be a changeable,
I want to be the best of what I can.
But who,
will know about this all?
Do you leave me some spaces to develop my ability?
Can you offer me opportunity to build my strength?
Who can holding my hand and push me up when I'm lose my way?
But who,
will care about this all?
You, or He, or Her, or Them, or Everyone??
Did you notice what I'm trying to telling you,
Who is "you" from this writings?
You is the person who see this writings,
You is the person who know this feelings,
You is the person who know what they want to be,
But,
What can you do if you know what you want to be?
Trying hard for your job? for your study? for your life??
What you will do for all of this?
How you can do?
What should We do?
Every time,
I remind myself,
I keep warned,
There were impartial,
I believe in my religion, I believe what I do there's will always be equitable.
I have to choose this way of thought to console myself.
I have choose to use hard work & willingness to learn what I wanted.
The only what I requested is,
Opportunity offer by each one of you.
I'm now working as an account clerk,
over half year, seven months,
I learned nothing of account,
is this called someone take advantage to utilize another person to do what they not suppose to do. I'm the one who get utilized.
Why? huh?
Be glad,
December 2010,
I will be shift to account department,
Not fully doing account,
Some of basic paper work will be assigned,
another is export documentary will be assigned too,
Glad to heard that, new job new ability and strength will be form,
same thing, my weakness will be cope.
All the way I'm working with this company,
the supervisor said,
"you're not qualify to do account paper work,
Because you seems like do not know every basic kind of account,
you have to learn from very basic"
Can I know where is Very Basic?
Can I know when should I have to finish this all?
The person who judge the book by the cover page,
The person who judge the others by their looks without giving any opportunities,
This is what I have experienced.
Share my experience to my friends.
To all of my friends and others,
One day when come,
when You become a supervisory position,
remember Opportunity is the need of your followers,
Do not judge your followers without knowing their willingness and ability.
Give them try what they want, Try and Try, let them know and consult them.
One day come, I wish to be a Human Resources Manager,
Wish to give an opportunity to those who have a willingness to learn.
I express my feeling through my blog,
No one will see, No one will know,
Just kept it.
Trying hard again.
Have a nice day.
Miss you my dear Mushy^^
take a good care. Love you.
Once again, I'm coming.
Everything goes well recently,
friend from kuching came to Miri visit us,
Secondary classmate were married yesterday 25/11/2010,
Congratulate to you my best friend,
Have nice day forever with your partner,
and me has a Quite busy day out of this.
Sometime, I have my own thought,
I want to be a diversify, Learn what ever I can,
I want to be a specialist,
I want to be a multifuntional,
I want to be a changeable,
I want to be the best of what I can.
But who,
will know about this all?
Do you leave me some spaces to develop my ability?
Can you offer me opportunity to build my strength?
Who can holding my hand and push me up when I'm lose my way?
But who,
will care about this all?
You, or He, or Her, or Them, or Everyone??
Did you notice what I'm trying to telling you,
Who is "you" from this writings?
You is the person who see this writings,
You is the person who know this feelings,
You is the person who know what they want to be,
But,
What can you do if you know what you want to be?
Trying hard for your job? for your study? for your life??
What you will do for all of this?
How you can do?
What should We do?
Every time,
I remind myself,
I keep warned,
There were impartial,
I believe in my religion, I believe what I do there's will always be equitable.
I have to choose this way of thought to console myself.
I have choose to use hard work & willingness to learn what I wanted.
The only what I requested is,
Opportunity offer by each one of you.
I'm now working as an account clerk,
over half year, seven months,
I learned nothing of account,
is this called someone take advantage to utilize another person to do what they not suppose to do. I'm the one who get utilized.
Why? huh?
Be glad,
December 2010,
I will be shift to account department,
Not fully doing account,
Some of basic paper work will be assigned,
another is export documentary will be assigned too,
Glad to heard that, new job new ability and strength will be form,
same thing, my weakness will be cope.
All the way I'm working with this company,
the supervisor said,
"you're not qualify to do account paper work,
Because you seems like do not know every basic kind of account,
you have to learn from very basic"
Can I know where is Very Basic?
Can I know when should I have to finish this all?
The person who judge the book by the cover page,
The person who judge the others by their looks without giving any opportunities,
This is what I have experienced.
Share my experience to my friends.
To all of my friends and others,
One day when come,
when You become a supervisory position,
remember Opportunity is the need of your followers,
Do not judge your followers without knowing their willingness and ability.
Give them try what they want, Try and Try, let them know and consult them.
One day come, I wish to be a Human Resources Manager,
Wish to give an opportunity to those who have a willingness to learn.
I express my feeling through my blog,
No one will see, No one will know,
Just kept it.
Trying hard again.
Have a nice day.
Miss you my dear Mushy^^
take a good care. Love you.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
-累的时候抱抱你-
很喜欢拥抱，喜欢与心爱的人深情相拥的感觉，什么也不说，什么也不做，就只是静静地拥抱，久久不要分开，似乎只有这样，才能体会与心爱的人真正溶为一体的真实感。在那一刻，相信时间也会为我们停止的……
一直以来都觉得，拥抱，较之亲吻更加真实、温馨，那个可以让你依靠的胸膛一定是很温暖的，肩膀也一定很坚实。不然为什么大家在伤心哭泣的时候，总想找个肩膀来依靠呢，我想，其实更多地是想要一个拥抱吧。 拥抱的时候，内心会溢满一种叫甜蜜的情愫，拥抱的感觉是真实和安全的，因为拥抱是有温度的，拥抱是有声音的……
拥抱的含义有很多： 情侣间的拥抱，是幸福甜蜜的； 夫妻间的拥抱，是宽容理解的； 朋友间的拥抱，是贴心信任的； 吵架后的拥抱，代表妥协与原谅； 相逢后的拥抱，代表思念与激动； 离别前的拥抱，代表不舍与期待……
拥抱，是无声的语言，拥抱，是最简单的接受与认可……
拥抱的时候，彼此是被需要的，被别人需要是时候，是一个人最有价值的时候……
曾经在篇文章上看到一段话： 当一个女人从背后抱着你的时候，请一定别再挪动脚步，而请转过身，紧紧抱着自己的女人。 因为，当一个女人愿意从背后深情抱着你的时候，代表着她把自己的身心都交给了你，那拥抱里，有着太多太多的爱…… 当一个男人从背后拥抱着自己的女人，两人的感觉是温馨和甜蜜的；当一个女人从背后拥抱着自己的男人，女人是无声的祈求，而男人是心的复归和宁静……
亲爱的，我曾经说过，好想累的时候你能抱着我，其实，我何尝不想累的时候，你能在身边，无需太多言语，只要一个拥抱，再苦再累都值得……
也好想，能够在你累的时候，从身后环住你的腰，把脸轻轻靠在你的后背，静静地，无需语言，用心灵对话，倾听彼此内心的声音……
亲爱的，不能守在你的身边，不能在你伤心难过的时候给你安慰；不能在你累的时候给你拥抱；也不能在你喝醉的时候假装很生气的臭骂一顿，然后再把你带回家；更看不到你面对这么多不可能时的无奈与心酸……
可是，我是可以体会你的心情的，因为，在你倍受思念痛苦的同时，我和你是一样的，可是我们别无选择亲爱的……
可是，亲爱的，你怎么不在我身边，电话再甜美，话语再安慰，也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远。
拥抱，真得这么遥不可及吗？
请相信我，我会用我的双臂，在你看到我的第一眼时拥你入怀。
亲爱的，好想好想你，好想好想累的时候能抱抱你……
2010/10/23 1yr1month, I love U Mushy..always love me k..^^miss u..
一直以来都觉得，拥抱，较之亲吻更加真实、温馨，那个可以让你依靠的胸膛一定是很温暖的，肩膀也一定很坚实。不然为什么大家在伤心哭泣的时候，总想找个肩膀来依靠呢，我想，其实更多地是想要一个拥抱吧。 拥抱的时候，内心会溢满一种叫甜蜜的情愫，拥抱的感觉是真实和安全的，因为拥抱是有温度的，拥抱是有声音的……
拥抱的含义有很多： 情侣间的拥抱，是幸福甜蜜的； 夫妻间的拥抱，是宽容理解的； 朋友间的拥抱，是贴心信任的； 吵架后的拥抱，代表妥协与原谅； 相逢后的拥抱，代表思念与激动； 离别前的拥抱，代表不舍与期待……
拥抱，是无声的语言，拥抱，是最简单的接受与认可……
拥抱的时候，彼此是被需要的，被别人需要是时候，是一个人最有价值的时候……
曾经在篇文章上看到一段话： 当一个女人从背后抱着你的时候，请一定别再挪动脚步，而请转过身，紧紧抱着自己的女人。 因为，当一个女人愿意从背后深情抱着你的时候，代表着她把自己的身心都交给了你，那拥抱里，有着太多太多的爱…… 当一个男人从背后拥抱着自己的女人，两人的感觉是温馨和甜蜜的；当一个女人从背后拥抱着自己的男人，女人是无声的祈求，而男人是心的复归和宁静……
亲爱的，我曾经说过，好想累的时候你能抱着我，其实，我何尝不想累的时候，你能在身边，无需太多言语，只要一个拥抱，再苦再累都值得……
也好想，能够在你累的时候，从身后环住你的腰，把脸轻轻靠在你的后背，静静地，无需语言，用心灵对话，倾听彼此内心的声音……
亲爱的，不能守在你的身边，不能在你伤心难过的时候给你安慰；不能在你累的时候给你拥抱；也不能在你喝醉的时候假装很生气的臭骂一顿，然后再把你带回家；更看不到你面对这么多不可能时的无奈与心酸……
可是，我是可以体会你的心情的，因为，在你倍受思念痛苦的同时，我和你是一样的，可是我们别无选择亲爱的……
可是，亲爱的，你怎么不在我身边，电话再甜美，话语再安慰，也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远。
拥抱，真得这么遥不可及吗？
请相信我，我会用我的双臂，在你看到我的第一眼时拥你入怀。
亲爱的，好想好想你，好想好想累的时候能抱抱你……
2010/10/23 1yr1month, I love U Mushy..always love me k..^^miss u..
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