Where I should wrote it down..
18th of January, My 1st of Training..
It run well, But one thing I realizes, this firm quite friendly..
It bring me relief-able, non-nervous..
Quite enjoyed-able..
After a week of working through this firm, I noticed that, I've learned more about my career, I can handle some progress of this career run by..Very nice, I get experience and learned more through this firm..Thanks Madam, Colleagues and also Miss Chong..
Others, I noticed this firm are come into being some conflict..
Inner-Conflict between colleagues..
I can't even know who right who wrong..
I just walk along my way..
Walk with awareness, avoid to step on their tails..
I'm being here as trainee..
I found that I not bring Joyful!!!
The fact is, I bring Bad-Luck, Bringing sadness..
Because of me, Some of the Colleague get Quarrel..
What Should I do right now??
Can I turn Back the time??
And act as the human that are form as Robotic, No chatting, No friendship, No colleague, and Only working as Trainee..
Should I being like this??
I feel Sorry to you guys..
I realized that some Conflict is caused by me..
Here, I Apologize..
to colleagues that I've did some wrong to you guys..
I'm Sorry..
I'm here because I feel worried, feel my relationship between colleagues and friendships will turn to fade due over the time..
There are still have 2Months for me to stay on the firm as Trainee..
Anything I've done it with im-Perfect, or done wrong, please forgive me again and again..
Yours generous I will keep it in heart..
Tomorrow start week 3 of my training..
I'll try to keep distance with each others..
Let the Bias have turn to fade and not our relationship..
Besides that, I will take time to learning more of this career..
That's all for today..
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