-安静-

-我..很快就要放弃了.. 你在多说是朋友.. 那我们就成朋友好了...-

-我的心..感到突然的安静多了.. 不是争吵过后的安静.. 而是感到自已很累很累,什么都不想做的安静.... 我喜欢一个人,好像在恨一个人.. 如果觉得我们不合,还来得及转身离开.. 我能多坏就多坏.. 让你看到我的缺点.. 这样才能给你转心离我的机会..-

-我好想好好爱他.. 但他是否有跟我一样的心态?? 人们为爱感到光荣..而我为爱感到遗憾.. 有多少爱可以从来?? 没好好珍惜..就等于一生的后悔.. 自由?? 请问..爱有没有自由的?? 想自由那就别爱..-

-这一切我说出我的心情.. 不关到别人.. 读者别气馁~-

-完-

-Clare....姐姐-

-LOL...Wake up, then think dio You...ZZzzz... Last nite write blog, no write dio you.. Feel sorry...wahaha...-

-Actruelly I want to thanks You Accompany me for the dinner^^... Thx You... You are the Best.. But will still is SC Family members ow... We are Sister and Brother^^... Thx Sister Clare...haha... A bit feel sorry at the dinner time, That's I no chat With You..Only a Bit Bit nia... LOL... Make u feel bored...-

-Again..Thx Ya...Happy Holidays To You, And HAppy Gawaii Too...^^-

-End Here-

-All.The.Best.For.You.Khamsiah^^-

-Miss Miri..She Asked me to said that..LOL.. Actually Pretty hor^^-

-Two Singer From I.B.S. Syoknya You Two..So high...-

-Last Of the Meat, No people can Eat Ad...Full...lalalaz-

-There are Dr.Anthony Hii, Miss Swee, Mr.Kobe, Mr.Peter, Mr.Leslie, Mdm Nora, Mdm.Donna, Dr.Lau, Mr."Garambilh" dono how spell his name..LOL...-

-Yer...This are two Lovely Lecturer^^ All the best ya^^-

-Wonder Where we were?? LOL at Grand Palace... Having dinner and Karaoke Session with the IBS Staff included with DR.Anthony Hii and Miss Swee...-

-Funny = happy Night^^-

-Kobe and Leslie get drunk..Zzz... KObe xiao xiao after Drunk...LOL...Leslie was drunk but it's more normal than KObe...WAhahaha...-

-Khamsiah, You leaving IBS, But One things that YOu couldn't Leave...Which is our LOVE...FRIENDSHIP...AND OUR BLESS.... WE Are always wishing Each Others^^, Nothing I can Say about... Wish all the BEST for You...We LOVE U...-

-Again Happy Holidays For YOu WHo read My Blogs And Happy Gawai Too.. Happy Gawaii...But Promise dont drink till too drunk and Make Something Crazy Ya!! Promise..^^-

-End Here-

-love??-

-Teach me How To LOVE in right way........-

-End Here-

-ArgggHHHHHHHHhhhh.....ITF!!!-

-Aduhai... Whole paper contain of at least 5 questions... But what I do ..?? I answer Only One Question!! Zzzzz.......... Fu-K, Jerk, Suck, Damn, Noob.........Enough............-

-I'm Failed... For sure...I hate this feeling... I failed...-

-I have to ready for next Final Exam.. I needed to make sure I know ITF More than right now!!!-

-Swimming today.. LoL... I think our Sound is the bigger in the pool there... LOL... But its happy... Sc member include.. + one non-Sc member...^^-

-So nice... But I sick... I have to swallow medicine ad... So tired, Muscle pain-ing, Headache, And fever...-

-Hope I can Heal faster^^-

-Tired day with Dissapointed-

-End Here-

-Exam!!-

-It run well.. Not so easy about the EXam!! If no do enough revision sure lost in Exam.. Like me, I'm lost in O.B Exam...ZZzzz... -

-Nothing I can write, So Bad.. But actruely I Make it Right..-

-Today Got house burn.. Sun Too heat Too hot... It make skin Burn.. Make Enviroment Burn..ZZzz.. Sun oh Sun.. You are Zzz... Making bad....!!! Like me, Always make thing Bad!! LoL-

-Ntg happen Ad..-

-End Here-

-I.Am.Not.Alone.In.Community.But.I'm.Alone.At.My.Personal.Life-

-I have My SC Family Members^^ I'm Glad... I have my Frenzs on college.. I have best friends... I'm Glad that^^-

-I do not Fullfil my personal life yet.. I have to fullfil it... Be4 Fullfil it.. I have TO CHANGE!!! In order to be more Effectively and Efficiency to done Everything that I expected.. SC Committee Is the Way For me to improve... I learn myself In this Committee.. I know Who I am From thr... I must Appreciate this chance to improving me, to send me for evolution... I must Wake Up From Dream without Act...-

-Dear, I Know What I should Do... I will Show it next Activities... We Move together Guys!!-

-End Here-

-Should.I.Change.My.Mind?-

- I have many thing needed to learn and apply it in my life... What should I do before archieve those all?? I have to tell someone my life..but with who?? No body I willing to share... Should I have this attitude?? -

- I have many thing doesn't write inside the blog..the worse is I'm keep it in my heart... No point...Because I'll Forget it sooner or later.... Should I Create one more blog for me to write down all my Feeling with my life????????????????????? -

- Feel unwell of my days... Everyday I feel unwell...ZZzz -

-End Here-

-Nice.Night-

Yeah~

Hey..Friends...We all Nice^^

Yeah...

-SC Family Members..I love U all...^^-

-End Here-

-The.Days.Of.Dissapointed-

-Today Badminton Competition, Erm, nope... I think is family match competition such as I knew just now.. Today Also equals to Tired days.. lol... All ppls playing whole morning and continue at noo0n till 2PM neh...-

-I failed in the 1st game..Men double.. Kobe and ah Ho is MY ENEMY...LOL... We get lose... Them win... And till the end, Kobe & Ah ho get 3rd neh...Very Congratulate to U two...^^ Keep it up..-

-I have meet new friends Andrew, Nicholas, Chin, and the one who are black black de...dono wat name liao...^^ at least we have increase the relationship between each others... Nice that...This competition is purposely to increase relationship d... Them also win men double leh^^..The winner for men double ow...haha...Congratulate..-

-Hope someone know it!! Dont just playing around lu... U will never wake up from pain if U still playing man... U now sufferring, u dono only...Please la...Haiz...-

-Jeff, Hii, & Ah Hao... I'm apologize to you all... I know i'm Bad... Please forgive me, teach me, and get me in the right direction... I really done with wrong thing... I'm did the wrong,wrong wrong... I have give advise... Never end me teach... But dono y he never wake up... I have ask him to brief to all ppls who come with the purpose that he has set... But he didn't... Keep playing his badminton around... Me as president, Not A PROJECT MANAGER ow, keep worry keep worry and worry, wat I worry about?? I worry student no direction.. I go downstair to look for student who coming and I ask them to go upstair.. Am I the Person WHo needed to do this all?? Should I?? I worry something happen... So I help this help that.. and I advise U my FRIENDS... But U never being serius... Jeff, Hii, HAo, And me should Dissapointed mar?? Can U all just hate me,  Cos I Don't want conflict begin with this competition... I did the wrong direction.. Please we needed to change ad... We needed to help each others.. Jeff, Hii, Fatt, Micheal, Malachi, Raymond, And all others member, I needed ur help... Please dont put me alone.. I walk alone with no direction is nevermind, but if I walk with u all without direction that is the problem... Again Please forgive me.. We have the report on the meeting next monday, this is the opportunity for us to review wat we wrong, and Please at this time give ourseft a chance to know what ourself did wrong at... -

-Apologize for my wrong, Apologize for my bad.-

-End Here-

-The Day Of Meaning Dissapointed-

-Happy.Teacher's.Day-

-Today MC is Jeff & Micheal.. Everything run well in the Whole Party...-

-All ppl participant in gaming, lecturer and student xiao xiao one...haha.. I mean crazy crazy la^^ hehe... -

-Having lunch with all students and lecturers.. AFter lunch, The rest of time we all playing game^^... Hehe...-

-Am I done something else?? Should some one tell me ?? Anything that I did Wrong and must be Change??? Leave Me comment^^-

-I enjoyed today.. I love it... The Bester Memory^^-

-All SC Member Are WELL DONE!! I LOVE YOU ALL-

-K LA.. Nothing to cakap le...^^-

-Happy Lecturer & Teacher's Day-

-End Here-

-Preparing.Days-

-All are helpful today^^, all contribute a lot... ^^ Thx u All SC Family^^ -

-WE ARe THE BESt!!-

-We must keep it up...Don't try to malas malas ya...^^ hehe... U all are the best ow^^-

-Tomorrow is teacher's day, we have did some decoration and preparation today... We did it very well^^... At least we did it with teamwork and no conflict come out^^-

-Tomorrow noon time is our SC Family Performance Time!! lols...We all have to guide student, entertain them.. And the best is we have  to play game with student^^ lol... Let them Participant with us...Wao, 1st activity neh~~ Excited + Little bit nervous... But it's ok... Bcos WE ARE THE BESTER FAMILY!!!-

-GamBaTeh Ya... Have a nice day...-

-Success it with Right Direction-

-Good9-

-Thx.U-

-U motivate me, U teach me, U help me and change me in right way..The rest Is my initiative to get it right..do it right..succeed it with right time... Everything will be okay if I follow the advise and I will increase my motivation level to my member, guiding them..-

-End Here-

-"Lucky Day!!" = Bad Day-

-Get Boom Today, boom by MR. Kobe...Advisor of Student Council.-

-It's my bad... Everything will be okay if I work it out... I no work for Agenda... I act playing in the meeting too... No qualify for me to be a head of student council... U all wrong to Chosen me.-

-I will getting change some more, become strict...Dont ask me why strict!!! I getting to be more opinion on yours management..Dont make me mad please!! -

-Rozer are not the Rozer as last time one...Dont care who u are...I'm strict in meeting, strict as PRESIDENT!!-

-End Here-

-Good9-

-Yeah.Raining.Coming-

-Hot day with smoke fog are going to recover... Every night I feel hard to breath cause of the "jerebu"... I'm a asthma patient, feel ill of jerebu... haiz... But now ok d...How raining can take away the smoke fog from keep make me painful... -

-Wish All mother in this world HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.. Especially my mum, Happy Mother's Day..I Love U...^^-

-End Here-

-Continue Again To9-

-Every.Step.I.Count-

-I feel so tired la... back ache, neck ache, arms ache and sleepy all the time...Cham...-

-The thing that I done today is My mood controlled over me!! Cham lor, whole day me less talk..-

-她今天自动找我了...我应该要好好珍惜眼前的她...从来没有人那么在意我的人呢...我应该好好反省了吗?? 是不是该忘掉以前的她,而接受现在的她呢??-

-我们要好好的,这是我的心想说的第一句话..-

-give a chance to U & She.. Don't get lose from wat u have right now..-

-End Here-

-WhoIAm??-

-The day of lossing everything.. Today lecturer Vivian look for me... I wonder wat's going to me?? Perhaps is good news.. But she tell me one thing, she said"rozer, u have no leadership attitude, u must improve the skill, ability and knowledge.. U must take care of urs member, be a good leader, there must a leadership attitude inside ur heart.. Dont forget my word, LEARN FROM MISTAKE!!" Thanks you madam Vivian.. I appreciate it, I wont angry to u, U teach me, U tell me wat I wrong.. I really appreciate it... Thank you again madam^^, I'll learn and never stop from climb over the maintain.. -

-Announcement giving me no-confident, feel very Scared... lol.. Nervous all the time... Zzz-

-I have to improve.. Someone know to leading?? I waiting to urs teaching...-

-Nothing happen today.. Only that I have change a bit on my attitude, because my habit is to always walk alone without partner, So I do again when facing LOVE!! If someone love me, Pls dont ask me why I strict than b4!! In love, I'm very strict... I hope that In the world only have we two.. I dont prefer u from being stand with another guys or else I will rejected myself being Love someone..-

-End Here-

-WhoIAm??, Understand It-

-SleepyDay-

-Nothing happen today...Feel sleepy all the time... I think I having a health problem le... Kurap liao I think..ZZzz...lols lol....-

-Wat should i do to not feel asleep?? Can someone who read my blog tell me??? ok mar??? Tell me, post comment to me lar hor... lol-

-Today..Nothing happen... oh ya, I have teach my Frens play guitar ow....^^ little deal Zzz...-

-Today help teacher WASHING CAR also...zzz.... Do some charity from the assignment given by TREASURE HUNT...lol...-

-I found that I really not a Patient Person...A really hot temper!! How?? Again Some one pls tell me... Teach me to overcome my Patient level...lol-

-ok le...Till here, ntg to say le...-

-End Here-

-Miss U-

-Have a very NICE nice Day For Every Next next day^^-

-WhatShouldIDoForNextStep?-

-Zz..Always come out with different way of step... Then wat step should i take??? Go jump building and finished my life?? Jump river?? Burn till died?? lols.... Kidding ya...That's bad way...lol...-

-I found that I really bad... Feel that is better i'm get dissappear from this Earth..There's other reason behind the wall..-

-Life is everything, But Life make us different...-

-Take Care My Dear...-

-Kurap liao my mind,ZZzz...say something crazy...zZZzz-

-End Here,Good 9 R023R...-

-No.Wonder.I'm.Getting.Fool-

-Again, nothing to write...ZZzzz....-

-Tell little bit bout my day....-

-It's a bored day, morning 830am - noon 230pm study..... 12pm break of cos for having lunch...ZZz-

-2moro SC have a small small meeting, this meeting brief of the activities that we will organise for this month.... haha, feel great... 1st time organise activity...Zzz...Excited.lols-

-Yo, Weini, my frens, SC Member also...lol, today make me suprise... she said that she has been tell everything to her liao~~~ alamak!!! Macam mana tok...lols..... Make me paiseh to face her!! Aduh~~~ Wei Ni WAT u DOING!!! Not supporting at all lar... Dont want be your frens liao lo...haha, kidding ya girls^^-

-I'm get fool, How?? How?? Now i wonder again, what should i do in my next step...ZZzzzz.... how i'm going to facing her...AduhAAAAAAAAiiiiii........~ My mind kurap liao lo..... Think of these all stupid enough thingy...ZZzZ-

-Ok lar...End here, All visitor wish me have a nice relation with her lar...hehe...-

-End-

-ByebyE~ -

-tHe Day Of UN-m3aningfUll-

-Today when step out of my house, I keep thinking about the "Treasure Hunts!!"....-

-I expact these game will improving me, will be Interested, and more challenge to me, but i'm misunderstand about the game, i get wrong with everything that I have Tot b4... And the game not attracting me... How?? What should I do in Next Step??!! Keep follow this game?? Or put more effort to accomplished it?? or or or...Drop it, dont follow... ZZzz -

-It bring meaning less for me, wasting my time, and again there are no motivated process!!! At beginning I already can 'feel' lol....feel that this game are not suitable for me, but the teacher and my friend keep asking me to join..., after join, now I feel regretful...hope that these game can give get peoples who play the game enjoyed.. 1st day already feel less meaningful, hows will going on for next next day...??? -

-I have Found that i'm not patient in guessing and solving tricky problem...!! It make me feel ills...Damn + Sucksm, Am I wrong?? ZZzz -

-I study business courses, I have found that I have improve a lot in managing schedules, and I found that I know how to make one activity feel well...all activities needed MOTIVATION!!! Activities that failed becos of THERE ARE NO MOTIVATION AT ALL!!! Please lar, motivated us some more... WE as a players, feel sleepy and demotivated when play 'URS' tricky game...sorry to say this all... I'm bad...haha-

-K lar...nothing to write more... Have a nice day EVERYDAY R023R^^-

-NothingILearnToday-

-When to library....-

-Go chat with frens!! My god!!! wat i'm doing!!! I have try to do some home work, but i cant do that becos nobody follow me...wahaha~ -

-We go walk around...and walk walk walk....zZZzz-

-Nth to do, walk, talk, look for girls but scared to approach to talk with them...zz>.<>

-ok le... ntg to write le... no special thing happen 

-MyFishingExperience&Memory-

-Yeah~ I get sunset's photo le^^-

-I waiting this chance longtime ago lu~>.<-

-Cantik tak?? lol... if u say no, then i advise u go experience it by thyself... Really beatiful ow^^, if u say yes, then we are handsome and pretty lor..lols, just kidding lar... if u say yes, then at least we have one same opinion and same mindset^^.. Hey come and be my frens lo, maybe we can be best fren ow.. >.< -

-This time go fishing, still no fish eat my bait, Zzz =.= no fish eat = no fish i catch lor...wahaha-

-But at this time, i have enjoyed.. I have enjoy the sunset^^ hehe...-

-ok le...till here i write... nothing happen, so just end here-

-hope that i can have a nice day tomorrow.. Good9 R023R~ -